so fake - ish !!!

i'm not sure abt the stuff tat ur discuss in the library..but i do hope that baba feels better..dun brood over the embarrassing issues anym...i do somehow agree tat friday the thirteen is an unlucky day..at least to our whole clique..things kinda of get ugly btwn me and him..yeah..anyway i saw e new kiddies in my band..there's a guy flautist..n a ger who is quite dao..gz made me do e bad stuff again..asking me to tell the rest of the j1s who onli have piano background to leave e band..and try out other ccas like co and choir..wad to do? i hav to put on a fake smile, tellin me tat we do appreciate them for choosing us as one of their choice..jus tat our intake is high n it's kinda of time-consuming to teach them frm basics..wad a hypocritic i am !!! tink i will be punished sooner or later..