that sounds pretty ominous didnt it? yeah well, it was a pretty bad day for suxian. haha. really, just be glad that its over by the time you read this. (:
and at least you have different sorts of memories when you look back on your jc life. haha.
i should really stop talking about shouldnt i? okay change topic.
what i really want to blog is how horrible i feel about the guys in our class and all the little cliques.
i knew that we werent particularly close with the guys but i didnt think that things were that bad between our clique and theirs until that stupid dumb game. and even if we see them outside class we just pretend we dun dun we?
somehow this whole thing seems incredibly childish when i blog it out and i really dunno what to think about it now.
perhaps it is sort of our fault cuz it was us who cant "get out of our comfort zones" (wahahahahaks!) and mix around more with the guys. but i dun feel like blaming myself now, so im going to shift the blame happily to *****. (:
(i am goddamn tired and i dun make any sense. forgive me.)
anyhow i really think that its somewhat because of her that we dun mix around with the guys that much. think about it, if it wasnt for her, the guys will really be left with no choice but to talk to us and we wouldnt get so cliqueish.
i am just so freaking sick of this whole class. i thought that things will be better this year somehow. but it isnt. if anything its much worse than before. i would rather not have any guys in our class right now. things were just so much better during j1 orientation. at least our er gen qing jing. i wish choir will have a really long overseas trip again. (:
okay. i know im pretty unfair in making all these stupid statements and i know this really isnt her fault. she can be quite nice as a person really. its just me being bitchy again la.
oh, and whilst im still feeling nasty, i want to say this. i hate hooisan. for no apparent reason. i hate her cuz i want to.
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