mushy shit

so much stuff has happened to us. i dunno why im suddenly blogging about this, but i just realise that we've been through a lot together, from distrusting each other, minifights, full-fledged cat fights to bonding over gossip and really trusting each other with stuff.

even though sometimes we piss each other off, feel left out, say wrong stuff and all that, we are still very good friends. and thats really very... very.. haha. cannot find a word for it.

but i want u guys to know that i love you guys for who you are. (: yeah and i will try my best to always be there for you. and thanks for putting up with me and all my stupid shit, and for waiting for me after odac no matter how late. u guys are the best. (: haha.

anyway, suxian, i know that things are not going very well for you now, but no matter what happens, just remember that we will always be there for you-to grip, to cry on or just to laugh. haha.

liyi, im sorry for always sort of isolating you from the rest of the group when we are sitting together cuz im always sleeping. yeah well. and even though we dun talk very much, i still really treasure you as a friend. yeps. (:

leen, thanks for understanding and not judging. i love it how i can you about so much stuff and not feel stupid.

and flor, thanks for always remembering all our stuff and taking such good care of us. you are the best mum anyone can have. haha.

god i realise that i sound like im writing a suicide note. but im not okay.. i think i will still be alive when u guys see me tml, and the day after tml, and the day after the day after tml. haha okayy. u get my point.